Through Libra season I began feeling uncomfortable. Born carrying Snake Medicine, shedding skin each year is a necessary pattern for growth. It's always constricting. Sitting with it doesn't always help remove the layer that needs to come off. Rather, it needs to be loosened by banging around scraping my etheric body on the stones and bones, roots and undergrowth of the forest. Thankfully, this shedding never made it past the discomfort phase before hitting the ecstatic phase. There have been times when I have felt electrocuted lasting far longer than was necessary and exactly what was needed to get me to move at the time.
Boundaries. Discernment. Sovereignty. Are all difficult but necessary skills to master in this incarnation. I called the lessons in and Universe answered. Universe always says, Yes. And so, I have learned to be cautious about what I call in.
Upon reflection I realize, as much as I have been waiting for this phase of my life since I first saw it when I was 8 years old, Source has been waiting for me to catch up for what feels like eons. This soul of mine trapped in chaos, spirit crushed, by the patriarchy of ancient times. Two thousand years of destruction of the feminine as the perpetrator, bystander, and the victim as my many incarnations across time have shown me. In this incarnation, I was intent on turning this pattern over on its head and destroying inequality.
I have been eager to get back to my work with Wild Woman Wise and, at the same time, I have not been willing to shift my day-to-day routine -- much. 12 videos a month to deliver tarot and oracle messages for each sign dominates my life when I am producing content in such a way. I need to be up and moving, breathing fresh air, being with nature -- not stuck in a studio channeling information, editing videos, creating thumbnails, etc. I enjoy the work, and if I have learned one critical thing through my various and most recent health scare -- my health requires me to stay as active as I can each day.
So I have been wracking my brain and asking Source to show me a way to connect with you and share the messages needing to come through without sacrificing the balance I have created in the mundane. I was so relieved how and when the message came through receiving immediate answers from my guides.
and I will see you all in 2022!